Wednesday, April 1, 2015

Dandelion, go, go, set yourself free.

Once you have the thought of ignorance in your head, you start to lose people. When you’re so ignorant to think that they wouldn’t leave your side, you place so much hurt on them, it forces departure. Love and care, like every single fucking product on this planet, have expiration dates when you don’t treasure and cherish them. Love is so fragile and trust is so goddamn hard to give out; appreciate and be bloody thankful for what you have before you lose every single speck of it and you’ll be left with nearly nothing but the cutting feeling of regret and wishes of going back in time. Oh, wait, no, you’ll also be left with the things you dropped every thing for, the things which turned out to not be as fucking great as you thought they would be.
Aren’t you tired of giving away unconditional love when it’s not appreciated or reciprocated?. Of course, it’s not something you can take back, but you sure as hell can take yourself away from someone who’s not growing you, supporting you, holding it down for you. God damn, remember who you are. You are strong and you are an independent young lady who needs no damn peasant to let you lean on, you have yourself and the rest of the world, your world. Lean on that because one day, the worlds you thought you had to lean on, will collapse and yours will be the only one standing. You will often stand alone, don’t be scared; chin up and walk into the damn unknown with your head held high, tears held back, and shoulders held up.
If you’re putting in 75% to only get 45% back, it’s a trade deficit. Wouldn’t it be better to take that 75% else where and invest that in another trading company to get more out of it? Why are you still standing there like an idiot?
And when did you get stuck in the prison of please? When did you start to make yourself this god damn unhappy so you can make every one else happy? When did you hold back your mind and mouth so you can stay behind so some one can be ahead? When did you settle down for second best of yourself? When did you become okay with less than what you know you can aim for? When did you become so weak...? You've gone into this imprisonment camp because of what? Love? You gullible child, why cry alone over things you're afraid to speak up about? Why be upset and leave marks on yourself over things you don't think you can change? What happened to the leader I once knew?
Go. Set yourself free. Your key is right over there; you just have to find the courage within yourself to walk on your own through the dark tunnel to reach the bright room with the people who have been waiting for you since forever. The tunnel is lonely and scary, but you will be okay. You have light and happiness waiting for you at the end where life begins. So, go.
Go... And fly back to your castle. Be your own independence. Restore yourself back to the strong queen you used to be. Go. And don't turn back again.

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